Wanna Get Flashed? (I Launch a Flash Fiction Challenge)

Well, do ya wanna?

First, let me explain…

I am launching my very own flash fiction challenge. For myself. I am challenging myself to write one flash fiction story a week for 13 weeks. But, I also want to get you all in on the fun. Continue reading “Wanna Get Flashed? (I Launch a Flash Fiction Challenge)”

The Freedom Journal Journey- The Truth About The Freedom Journal

So, it’s time to get honest.

The Freedom Journal is pretty awesome BUT you want to know the truth? The Freedom Journal is NOT a quick fix to your focus problems.

My current Freedom Journal Lesson? The Freedom Journal is not magic.

It IS a guide. It’s a template. It’s a plan. But, it’s a plan you have to be willing to stick to. It’s a promise to yourself that for 100 days you will have the discipline to set goals and complete them in order to complete a much bigger goal that, for whatever reason, you were compelled to create. It’s a promise you must be willing to keep, no matter what.

Because, newsflash, life WILL get in the way. It’s not realistic to think that you can completely set aside everything in your life that might distract you for 100 days. But it’s also not realistic to think that you will be able to complete your goal in 100 days without pushing aside some of those things or sacrificing some of the things that pull you away from progress. The Freedom Journal will not magically make you able to do this. This, I have learned.

And, guess how I learned this? Life. Life happened. Distractions happened. Things got hectic, emotional, overwhelming and I let life derail me from the progress I was making toward my goal. Because that’s what I do. It’s what I’ve always done. And, like I said, the Freedom Journal is not magic. It did not change my personality.

But, it did give me a new tool with which to face the shortcomings (or should we call them “unique charms?) of my personality.

Because now I have this pretty book. I have a goal written in that pretty book. I have a promise made to myself that I will not stop until I complete the goal written in that pretty book, even if it takes longer than 100 days. Because that partially completed book will drive me nuts. And I knew that it would. Which is why I bought the pretty book in the first place. I knew I needed help accomplishing my goals. Not a miracle solution, but help. And The Freedom Journal has given me that.

So, now I will get back to it. I will not let life derail me because I have a tool that gives me motivation, guidance and that shows me the small steps I need to take to make big things happen. Making them happen, though, is up to me.

Fiction 440: The Final Light

My latest Fiction 440 piece: For this event, we are given 3 words and asked to write a story in 440 words or less. This time, the words were- meteor, Ceasar, and neon.

It was also the first time I organized and led the event, borrowing the idea (with permission) from my friends in Lansing and bringing it to Grand Rapids. It was small, but a lot of fun.

So, here is my story.

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She paused and looked around the quiet stretch of land, dotted with the proof of life once lived. No one else had chosen this spot for this night, and she supposed that made sense. But, for her, the lines separating the living and the dead had always been thin, and they were getting thinner with each passing moment. She’d always preferred the company of the dead anyway, why should now be any different?

Final spot chosen, she turned and watched for his approaching figure. He’d been close behind the whole walk here but she couldn’t make out his frame in the last of the light. The very last of it actually, she thought and chuckled.  He should have caught up by now and she called into the falling darkness. Nothing.

Her skin prickled but she refused to let herself panic. There was still time, she thought, let him enjoy himself. That was the whole point of their meeting, after all. Comfort, enjoyment…

The rest of the world had paired off immediately after the announcement, contacting loved ones, holeling up with families, or running off to be with friends. But, ten years as a coroner’s assistant had given her a certain aversion to the living. So, after the announcement, she’d had no one to turn to for comfort, until she saw him. He was alone too and his deep brown eyes caught her attention immediately. He shouldn’t have to spend this time alone, and neither should she.

They’d gone home together.

She turned again, squinting through the now complete darkness. She said his name. Then again, louder. “Caesar! C’mere boy!” Only silence answered her call and her stomach clenched. It was getting close and she was suddenly very aware of how badly she did not want to be alone. It was why she’d been drawn to him on the street. Why she’d chosen this place for their last moments. She’d been alone most of her life, she couldn’t stand the thought of being alone in death.

“Caesar!”

She looked up to the sky.

The moon shown neon bright, catching the stones around her and bouncing back into the charged atmosphere. Then, the light was gone.

It was here. She fell to her knees in the pitch black night, the last night, and reached out into the nothingness around her. She called again, one last time. This time though, there was a bark. Soft fur brushed her hands and a cold nose pressed against her cheek. Her arms closed around his solid form and he sighed against her as the meteor met the Earth and the last darkness met the final light.